Life doesn’t get any easier, we just get better at living it…. It gets tiring always being sad about the past and scared about the future , we forget to enjoy the little things happening right now. That’s not living… always being trapped in these thoughts of worries and sadness and fear. Time is just wasted on being sad about something that is past, and fearful of things that are uncertain when it could have been used on being more happy, and enjoying even the littlest things happening in the present. Of course sadness, fear, and suffering are feelings that are unavoidable, but its always up to the person to pick themselves up and make the best out of the life they are given, not let circumstances set them back.  Sometimes i forget all this. I forget to make the most of this life… I forget that i am extremely blessed. I don’t want to keep missing out on moments of happiness because I am bothered of something that hasn’t happened or something that already did.

Late nights talks to the baby brother because i couldn’t sleep… replaying veryy veryy veryy old songs, catching up with our lives, and missing each other.  Proud and inspired of the person he has become and strives to be.  He carries so many burdens upon him, but walks around like there is nothing that weighs him down.  I am a proud big sister, and he’s our little king <3

The rules you set are still untold to me and I lost my faith in everything

love this song so much <3

<3 you truly are my guardian angel AP. i can’t thank you enough for all that you’ve done for me and for what you do for me still. Love you and miss you so much. Replaying this song in my room and thinking of everything you taught me, showed me, and have given me. 

i love kina